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2023#38 | A week of low mood

This week's work has been very anxious, and I feel very insecure. I always feel like the company is going to close down and I will have to look for a job in the market again. And I don't want to go to work anymore.

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I spent most of my free time this week learning Flutter, and the progress is still satisfactory. But due to work reasons, my learning efficiency is only 20%.

The quality of sleep this week has been extremely poor, and I only went for a run one morning for exercise.

Acquired a Domain Name🎉🎉#

I checked and found that I have already written 15 weekly diaries since I created the blog with Hugo. I have always been shy about sharing my own weekly diaries, although I have set up my blog and integrated my thoughts every week. But I feel embarrassed to share them.

Recently, after I finished writing the weekly diary, I directly copied and pasted the entire article into Xlog as a backup. Unexpectedly, someone said that my weekly diary is interesting. I have always thought that I am a boring person. Could it be that I am really interesting? Do I have the legendary interesting soul? How could this good thing happen to me? It shouldn't be.

In fact, when I think about it, I just casually integrate my thoughts of the week into the diary. There is nothing to be embarrassed about.

"Selected Collection of BBQ's Thoughts for this Week"

Finally, I decided to buy a domain name and officially launch it. So I bought the cheapest domain name. I feel that there is no need to buy an expensive one, as the content of my blog does not match such a noble domain name.

Cheers~ Applause~🎉🎉

Although it is not the first time I have bought a domain name, it took me a long time to successfully resolve the domain name. It was probably a fluke that it worked. Following the principle of not touching it if it works, I didn't care about whether the operation process was correct or not for now.

Although it is running, I have not enabled https. I saw that "GitHub officially uses HTTPS with CND, which can make the website load faster and provide additional protection against DDoS attacks".

As a fussy person like me, I must do it.

Referring to this article, what I actually did was to create a CNAME file in the root directory, and then enable Force HTTPS in the settings.

I just feel that my blog is ugly, and I am too lazy to beautify it (mainly because I have no sense of aesthetics, the more I mess with it, the uglier it gets), so I can only try to add some functional things to it. Currently, I am planning to write a "Book, Movie, and Game Guide" in the "Lab" section. I looked at GitHub and found that many people have written Pokémon guides. I don't want to start another project, so I will develop it using Flutter (I don't know when it will be launched), and I will refer to the Pokémon guide to write it.

Culinary Heritage🍽#

A beautiful girl came to play with me for three days and finished almost half a bottle of my gold liquor.

She said it was the first time she drank gold liquor, and after drinking it, she felt like her emotions were liberated. The last time she laughed so happily was when she was in elementary school. Unlocking the talent of being drunk, she even felt unsatisfied and drank a mouthful directly:ikeasama047:

When I introduced her to my free-style cooking techniques, she said it was fun and wanted to try it too.

Before leaving, she left me three culinary legacies (enough for me to eat for three meals).

Feast of Chili
Culinary Legacy

It can be said that I exchanged three bowls of culinary legacies for gold liquor.

The weather is getting colder, and gold liquor doesn't seem suitable for cold weather, so I won't repurchase it for now. I will try whiskey next time.

Raccoon's Hard Exploration🎮#

I played this game, initially attracted by its art style. Previously, "Echoes of Destiny" gave me a good gaming experience, which made me more willing to try pixel games.
Nice Art Style

The initial experience was quite good. The art style, lighting, and shadows were well done. The gameplay was also somewhat unique. The music was sometimes present and sometimes absent, but it was still pleasant to listen to. There was no voice acting, but as the plot progressed, it gradually deviated from reality (probably aiming for a disco-like plot), and suddenly entered the realm of surrealism, which was quite inexplicable. The more I played, the more impatient I became, and in the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I gave up.

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BBQ's subjective rating: 4/10 Not worth playing
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BanG Dream! It's MyGO!!!!!#

I hadn't come into contact with this series before. At first, I saw that it was quite popular, but when I searched for "BanG Dream!" on Douban, it only had a rating of 7.3, so I wasn't very interested. It wasn't until it ended that I found that everyone called it "MyGO", and it had a rating of 9.1 when I searched with this keyword. So I decided to give it a try.

But I watched it while doing other things, so I only had a general idea of the plot. I didn't have much interest in most of the music performances in the middle, but I caught my attention in the last episode with the performance of the new band. However, why does it seem like the new band is the same as the group that initially said they wouldn't form a band? I quite like the makeup and stage design of this band.

As for the plot, it doesn't seem to focus on how the girls persist in forming a band, but rather spends a lot of time on their emotional entanglements, giving a sense of youth and literary pain. But I think this is a very interesting attempt. After watching anime for so many years, most works have a similar pattern: "Problem arises -> Problem solved -> Performance". This series tried a new pattern of "Problem arises -> Performance -> Problem solved". This new pattern is more realistic because in real life, advancing projects always have a higher priority than resolving internal conflicts 😂. I sincerely recommend scriptwriters to learn how to write "conflicts".

Another impressive aspect is the relationships between people. Many scripts have rigid relationships between people, but in this series, the relationships are not fixed. Even in friendly relationships, there are suspicions and conflicts, and in less friendly relationships, there are bonds and commonalities.

I actually quite like the core concept of this series, "Moving forward in confusion". Perhaps the vague and unstable elements that occasionally appear in the script are collisions of their confusion. Compared to formulaic dramas, these collisions are more worth watching.

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BBQ's subjective rating: 9/10 Very good
The plot can be said to be rare and well-made. I don't understand the music, so I won't comment on it, but I quite like the music of the new band in the last episode. The animation used a lot of 3D modeling to save costs? Most of the time, I was watching Flutter, so it didn't affect my viewing experience.
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John Wilson's How To with John Wilson Season 1#

I watched 5 out of 6 episodes. It's a very interesting show. After watching the first episode, I wanted to recommend it to everyone!

Wise Eyes

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BBQ's subjective rating: 9.9/10 BBQ highly recommends it! Excellent recommendation!
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Amaama to Inazuma (Sweetness & Lightning)#

A morning drama, I watched about ten episodes and roughly understood what a morning drama is about. The plot is not very interesting, it's just about the story of the female protagonist going to the countryside to become a "sea girl". It's not that this series is bad, it's just that there is not much motivation to continue watching. Even if each episode is only 15 minutes long, there are more than 150 episodes in total, and the plot doesn't have much progress.

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BBQ's subjective rating: 6/10 Tasteless, but a pity to give up
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Flutter Day 3 & Day 5#

Day 3#

Because I want to write the "Lab" section and regain the motivation to learn Flutter.

I learned that widgets have two states. Since Flutter can be said to be "everything is a widget," writing multiple Dart files to control different widgets is helpful for programming.

In the tutorial, the StatelessWidget was directly refactored into a StatefulWidget using a shortcut key. I copied it for a long time but couldn't find the shortcut key, so I manually copied it to implement it. Ah, how can I develop like this in the future?

It's troublesome to write the interface. For example, to center the text, it is not enough to just write textAlign: TextAlign.center. This is because the text only allocates the length it should have by default. At this time, I need to wrap it with a Container, which is similar to the box model in front-end development. I always feel that different programming languages are quite similar macroscopically, with only slight differences in details. The official documentation is well written, but I can't get into it. If it were a few years ago, maybe I could still understand it. I didn't understand the callback at all, it was so confusing, and it made my head spin.

But after exploring for a while, I finally managed to write and modify an electronic wooden fish. Hahaha.

Day 5#

I finally implemented the Todo List app by following the tutorial. I also learned how to deploy it, which is really fun.

But currently, there is a bug that I couldn't check if the TextField is empty. My current solution is to store a variable outside and set the onPressed value to null if it is empty. But I thought about it, if there are 10 buttons, I would have to store 10 states, which seems a bit silly.

Random Literature#

I checked my thoughts on Mastodon, and this week I really spread a lot of low mood. However, a popular post about "random literature" struck a chord with many elephant friends.

In ancient times, there was Zengzi who reflected on himself three times, and there was also Gibran who despised his soul seven times. But when it comes to going crazy, it can only be Kao Rou Rou.

Input#

This week, either I walked around to relieve anxiety or I watched Flutter tutorials, so I didn't have many input opinions.

  1. While surfing, I came across a website called Flutter Package Top, which showcases interesting and fun packages. It seems quite good. Unfortunately, I can't use it for now, so I can only drool over it. For example, this one seems very interesting.
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